This has been weighing on me for the last couple of years. I stopped blogging regularly a long time ago. But after losing long-time clients two years ago, I quit looking for writing jobs and… just lost my enthusiasm for documentation.
So should I delete this site and be done with it?
I came very, very close to deleting this space around February this year. I backed things up and everything too. Somehow I didn’t go through with it for sentimental reasons. Well, that, plus I don’t have a freakin clue how Blogger works, FML.
If I write now, I only do it because I’m pretty much paid to do it, but personally, I feel that part of my life has been over.
Sometimes I think about when I started feeling this way. I really took those losses really hard, guysth. Sometimes I still miss those clients; I’ve been with them for years!
I’m happy; I like my job, and the businesses are still there despite this joke of an economy.
I suppose I’m at the point in my life where I’m cutting off things that no longer work for me.
But isn’t art and passion supposed to be impractical?
Ugh.

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